I first stepped into this world of spiritual healing as an Intuitive Energy Practitioner in 2009 and when I did I found myself amongst I suppose what you’d call fellow healers, intuitives and psychics etc however, I found that even here amongst my “peers” I still felt like I did not fit in. I have found that I don’t fit into any box and that is OK!  I don’t want or need to fit into anyone’s perceptions of who they think I should be.  I often have a very different perspective on things and I am not all as they say “love n lite”. So it was with this awareness that I guess I delved even deeper into myself and my spirituality to become even more self aware, authentic and more real, it is dishonest to be anything else is it not? 

It was during this time that I discovered many of the ‘new age’ ways and teachings felt inauthentic to me and it has taken me a while to feel brave enough to voice my own thoughts and feelings on certain issues because I do go against the grain. I just can’t find it within to believe everything I read or hear, if it doesn’t feel true to me, I look deeper.

Here is an example;
One of the more popular new age beliefs/teachings is that we are here to learn lessons. This is not my belief. Needing to learn lessons implies lack, it tells us that we are not enough just as we are so we must learn and the teachings also tell us that some of us need to learn the same lesson over and over because we aren’t able to grasp it the first time! How offensive! A belief system that suggests to me I’m not enough AND  makes me feel bad about myself is not a system of beliefs I’m willing to subscribe to.

The information that I receive during my sessions has taught me so much over the years and continues to do so each day and through this I’ve come to understand and believe that there are a lot of layers of energy that make up who we are and we are at our truth spirit and with our spirit we are soul and it is within this energy of soul that information is stored. The soul is a vortex of information, personal, historical, spiritual and emotional and memorises everything from each version of you from every level of your being from each life time you experience and keeps it all locked away for future reference. Caught up in this vortex is a multitude of false beliefs created by our subconscious which is often vulnerable, finicky and protective. The defensive nature of the subconscious creates a maze of false beliefs to protect us and distract us and often ends up alienating us and separating us further from our truth. We distract ourselves from our souls purpose and issues with busyness, social media, TV, socialising without taking time to slow down, stop, just be; on our own. In solitude we will hear our souls beating and our spirits truth.

Knowing our souls hold onto everything, every experience, emotion, feeling, energy, beliefs and false beliefs, patterns etc tells me we don’t need to learn anything however, we do need to heal and healing sometimes comes in layers and that’s why healing can take time, you are not stupid, you don’t need to learn how to be more compassionate, patient or whatever but you do need to heal your soul and with that comes more compassion, patience, self love etc.

We all have issues, we all have pain and we all have something we need to work on but we don’t need to LEARN anything we actually don’t already know, all we need to do is access our truth, connect to our spirit and let go of the ego. I believe the ego has made quite a mess of things for many of us, it separates us from our spirit and our truth and it aligns us with a lower energy that doesn’t serve us well at all. But the beauty of all this is that the more we heal, the more we grow and the more we remember who we really are at our truth. Some of this healing we need to do involves “un-learning” all the crap we have been led to believe about ourselves by the social conditioning of others, parents, society and culture. False beliefs are a mess of mixed up issues and energy that we have learned, picked up, absorbed or have had imposed on us by the lower consciousness of a soul requiring healing.

Our challenge in life is to be as true to ourselves as we possibly can, be as authentic as we can, to speak with sincerity - not to please others but to just be ourselves. Our soul purpose is to remove what is not real and to find our own truth and integrity. No two people have the same world. We all perceive things differently, the trick is to not get caught up in your perception of others, when you do you may experience jealousy, intolerance, impatience and judgement. Focus on yourself and your soul will show you where you need healing. The more we heal our soul the more we raise our consciousness and our spirit. 

You are enough and so am I.
Anna x