My Journey
Thinking about my healing journey feels like a lifetime ago and looking back, the change is beyond extraordinary. I was a different person. I was suffering on all levels of my being; emotionally, mentally and physically. Very insecure of myself, anxiety ridden and depression would come and go, angry and reactive and enduring great chronic pain.
I was raised in a home that back then didn’t believe in anxiety and depression and being inspired to look within to discover who I am? Well, that would never happen. It just wasn’t how things were done in my home growing up. So, I feel like I missed the part where I took the time to get to know myself; it wasn’t encouraged or taught or even suggested, so I guess my soul issues had no choice but to catch up with me.
Born a natural healer, psychic and strong intuitive I not only was suffering for my issues but for those of others around me. Without realising it at the time I was tuning into other people’s issues, taking some on and feeling all and not knowing any different I had no choice but to assume it was all mine. I was unaware of my natural healing gifts until my journey began in my mid-20’s. Sometimes I wonder how I got through it all. I was struggling with undiagnosed coeliac dis-ease — this was before gluten intolerance was so known, active stage 4 endometriosis, extreme anxiety and intermittent depression. Some of what I experienced wasn’t mine, but at that point I had no means of recognising this. As I was picking up on other peoples issues and experiencing symptoms of past life traumas, counselling and psychology was no help at all. It wasn’t until I discovered my path to alternative healing that I started to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I started with a naturopath and kinesiology but the true healing didn’t begin until I met my saviour and mentor; a natural intuitive energy practitioner and healer who has taught me almost all I know.
As a child I believed in the phenomena we cannot see but it wasn’t until I started this work that I realised just how true the things we cannot see are. Whether we realise it or not, we are influenced by the energy and metaphysical actions of others, our past life decisions and choices, curses, spells, sacred contracts, our divine power and karma. It is unfortunate we have to experience suffering to reap the divine rewards through healing and growth but I believe there is a method to this madness here on earth and I trust the Divine that I cannot see but can feel around me every single day.
