Intuitive Soul Healing

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Deny Thy Self

A past life issue with a client opened up an array of information as to why she struggles with self trust. She is a very intuitive independent woman who often berates herself on her poor decisions or judgement because she knows deep down she knew better.  I think this is fairly common that feeling in our gut of ‘I knew it’ right?  This issue for this particular client goes back 100 years, a repeating past issue that she has not been able to resolve and heal; until now!

The information that came through showed that in the past she’s been very vocal in speaking her truth but her truth often sparked fear in others who when triggered reacted from fear in harsh and critical ways toward her, usually with the intent to shut her down which has worked in the past. I won’t share all the details but the energy was cleared and she was left with a feeling of contentment within herself. That alone sounds like she has her self trust back and I look forward to her next session to hear her progress.

Meanwhile, this session brought to the forefront this issue of denial that is rampant right now. So many souls living with a facade denying their truth out of fear of change and to be honest sometimes shame.  Shame that poor decisions got them to where they are, shame that they ignored their intuition or worse; shame that stubbornness to be right has been their guide and that's just to name just a few.  It is all toxic and not worth staying in denial for. We do the best we can with what we know and where we are at the time but, when we know better we must do better for our own sake! Denial stunts spiritual growth and keeps energies vibrating at a lower frequency, so ultimately denying enlightenment, growth and peace of mind. 

On the other side of the coin if your truth triggers the issues of someone in denial they can blame you for their discomfort! Making you the problem and blaming you means they can stay in the safety of their little bubble of denial a little longer avoiding their truth and remaining stagnant. They will justify to themselves why you are wrong, possibly even going to the extreme of slighting you in the process just so they feel better about their denial and their choices.

Most of these stuck souls know what isn’t working in their lives, they feel it deep down, they probably even see it at times too but they are not prepared to do the work to change it, rather they just want it fixed because let’s be honest change is hard! Real healing work often means things need to change, how does anyone evolve and grow without it? They don’t!

Some issues are superficial and they sit on the surface of the carpet and don’t require great change to heal but the work I do with my clients well it goes all the way from surface to under the rug and shovels through what you’ve swept under the carpet. The deep stuff, the real icky stuff and this stuff, well this is the stuff you get the most benefit of healing from if you are prepared to to do the work and make the changes that you need to to live your truth authentically.

In the meantime, keep speaking your truth with integrity and love and those triggered will hopefully find their way to healing, just remember; don’t take it personally!

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Embrace Your Soul!
Anna x